I know what depression is and how difficult it's to deal with it. I also recently experienced this period. I can advise you to start fighting this as soon as possible. I hope you have already visited a psychologist. Well, about marijuana is concern, I'm sure you will find an ounce of THC-coated flowers here
https://www.thelodgecannabis.com/dispensaries/barnum/ , any consultant in this store will be happy to help you choose the right cannabis strain for your purpouse, or suggest other cannabis products that are just as effective. I think that it works really well when you're depressed.